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Have you ever
wondered if you were dreaming and awakened to find you were? Or, better yet, how do you know that you're
not still dreaming, and only awake while living in your dream?
(Oh,
God, is Rich getting philosophical with us
this week?)
What if none
of us have yet to be born? Could our
entire life be a fantasy while we're still in the womb? Could we still be a fetus, consumed in adult
thought patterns, which would better prepare us for the life ahead once we see
the light of day?
(Kind
of makes your number of Facebook Friends and Twitter Followers
insignificant,
doesn't it?)
And, "No, I haven't
been doing acid."
(At
least not since the 70's. Where's the
damn flashbacks when you need them?)
I'm guessing
that you have had at least one dream that influenced your life.
(Oh,
c'mon, I'm not talking about when you awoke
from your first puberty experience.)
I'm talking
one in which something happened to which you woke up saying,
"Damn, I know
what to do now!"
Whether it
prevented you from doing something dangerous or embarrassing, or pushed you to
travel beyond your safe zone, it had an affect on your life. You're either a better person for following
it, or a better person for recognizing that your subconscious wanted you to go
forward and you should not have failed to listen to it.
(We
all learn from our mistakes.
I've
learned to always keep one's drug supplier's phone number safe,
if
I can ever find one again!)
I remember
dreaming that I could fly. It was a
beautiful summer day and one of my friends was running towards the back of the
yard. I was running behind him, and
suddenly found that by holding out my arms and waving them, I was gliding in
the air. The harder I
"flapped" them, the higher I rose.
I had been given the gift of the bird. It was a gift I'd attempt to share with
others my entire life.
(In
fact, I can't tell you how many people I've given gift of the bird to over the years!)
It truly
changed my life.
(Especially,
in my "troubled teenage years"
in many high school yearbook pictures,
lol).
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Anyway, this
is another Finish The Sentence Friday.
Here is the obligatory JPEG listing the wonderful people hosting this
hop, as well as the rules of the hop:
Each week,
the hosts (or, "hostesses" if you may), start a thought with an
unfinished sentence. It is then up to
those of us that participate to complete the thought with creations either from
our past, present, or our deepest fantasies.
This week, the thought to get us started is:
"If I could go back and
do something over it would be..."
So, this is
supposed to be where it gets good.
(My
God, how do we ever live up to all the hype????)
"If
I could go back and do something over it would be …
to do it the same
way."
I've had a
tremendous amount of fun in my life. I
never looked at it as fun while I was doing it, but after it was over, it had
to be classified as that.
Okay,
so what am I talking about? Have I
really gone off the deep end this week?
Perhaps, but
let's look back.
I've always
tried to live my life to the fullest.
True, I haven't amounted to much in the eyes of those who measure
success by wealth. (Of which I've
squandered many times.) Yet, the
experiences I've shared are more than many would ever imagine doing in their
lifetime.
No,
I've never been in a porn movie … yet!
During my
high school days, I got to enjoy the perils of being in school politics
(Student Body President, Class President 2 years, and Student Council),
multiple clubs, sports teams, and other so called "popularity contests." During this time, I also held jobs mowing
lawns, breaking horses, and working in a grocery store. And, "Yes", I always did have a girlfriend.
(Maybe I should revamp this post. I did have a time in a high school Sociology class that I could do over. It concerned a former girlfriend ... sitting next to me ... and whose top rose up exposing a bare small of the back. Daringly, I reached over, and slowly worked my hand (and then arm) down and inside the back of her jeans. Suddenly, a knock at the door occurred and my present girlfriend of the time (who was an office assistant that period) entered with a note for the teacher. Immediately, my former girlfriend sat straight up quickly, nearly breaking my arm! When I was finally able to get my hand and arm free, that one took some explaining, lol!)
One might say
that I was a little busy during those days.
(My
grades showed it too! lol)
College, and
military days intertwined as I used the G.I. Bill to go back to school after
having visited many countries throughout Europe and Central America. There are many things I did (both in college and military) that cannot be
discussed openly, but the experiences they provided made some adventure movies
look boring by comparison.
(Does
jumping out the window of a campus building that's been taken over
by students to
escape the authorities storming the building count?)
Next, came a
career in radio announcing, followed by stand-up comedy and then business. Times were good, bad, exciting, and
lonely. The third time I was engaged I finally got married. It was the charm as I inherited two kids when I
selected my wife. I've enjoyed their love and endured their pain. Walking the oldest down the aisle to be
married has been my life's proudest moment.
(Followed
closely by the first time my wife ever reached the peak …
and
I was actually there!)
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The many phases of my life contained trying different adrenalin packed experiences. These included snow skiing, water skiing, skin diving, sky diving, dirt track auto racing,
high performance car racing courses, attack dog classes, hurricane disaster team, and firearms training. My
specialty tended to be working with (and hunting in the wild)
venomous reptiles, as well as performing venom extractions (milking)
for the research of others into cancer treatment and Alzheimer's Disease. (This nearly took my life a couple of times.)
(Yeah,
I know ….. "Ewwwwwwww, you dummy!)
So, what's next?
I'm
still looking into bungee jumping off of a bridge over a river.
(I
may be old, but I'm not dead!)
I've enjoyed
life, instead of simply going through it.
No, I've never reached the heights that many thought I'd achieve when I
was younger. Primarily, it's because I
always wanted to reach higher and in another direction. If it's there and worth doing, then why not do it?
Yep, I'd do it all
over again and not change a thing.
Well, maybe I wouldn't have lost the number to my drug
supplier, but besides that …..
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